Hey honey.
How are you?
Feeling completely obliterated by the state of the world and your own life?
I get it.
Trust me.
I’ve been there. I’m still there sometimes.
I say this with sincerity — it's wild out here y'all.
We need more than therapy, wellness techniques, systems change, and healing combined.
We need something powerful.
Transformative.
Miraculous.
Brilliant.
Wise.
Profound.
We need you.
That's right.
We need you.
You are the medicine, the blessing, the lotus growing through the mud.
You are the answered prayer of everyone who came before you,
and you are the door, holding open for everything, everyone who comes next.
You are a microcosm of possibility and all things good.
We need you.
But not the you you've become for your parents, your partner, your business, your friends.
We need the you who knows where we're headed, and has instructions for how to get us there.
We need the you who came here holding a sacred part of our shared vision- the you who knows exactly how to create a more loving and just reality for all.
You came into this world with wisdom, foresight, and power that no force outside you can ever threaten, alter or touch.
You came here with a vision, so nuanced and textured and rich that it spans lifetimes,
stretches you out across eternity, and is a primary source of nourishment for our entire species.
Your vision will protect, affirm and nourish millions of lives.
You're feeling the pain of this moment so acutely because you are the leader we need.
The Universe believes in you.
It co-signs your power, your magic, your goals, your prayers, and your big dreams.
The Universe is with you — not against you.
It wants to give you what you need.
So you can stop living like you don't matter.
You can stop minimizing your power.
You can stop silencing your inner voice because it's what you think you have to do to survive.
You can can stop smiling in the face of a world that doesn't love you,
and start living inside a world that does.
You can dive deep into the shadows of this moment, collect the wisdom, and rise.
I’m M.- and I help you face your spiritual, emotional, and creative work in a world on fire.
Why?
Because after years of watching the most beautiful, big-hearted people I know stay stuck in jobs, relationships, and patterns that dimmed their shine, I got tired of being an obedient witness.
I got tired of watching people deny their power.
I got tired of watching people surrender their lives.
But I don’t judge —
because I was once of those people.
I didn’t believe it was possible to experience contentment, satisfaction, or peace in such volatile times.
So I sabotaged, neglected, and abandoned myself at every corner — helping to fulfill the brutal prophecy systemic oppression assigned.
I accepted it was my destiny to live a meaningless, soul-sucking, punishing life.
Spiritually, emotionally, somatically —
I died.
Then, I spent years in recovery,
learning how to revive.
I went to a place I call the energetic dead.
Chances are, that’s where you’re reading this from right now. Or you’ve been there recently.
It’s that cold, barren, isolatory place where life can’t reach you.
Where you succumb to the terror and hopelessness of our collapsing world alone.
Where you awaken to find more and more atrocities, crises, and unmet needs every single day.
When you’re scared shitless to admit that you need, want, and long for so much more than this.
I want you to know: you aren’t crazy.
And you aren’t alone.
You deserve peace, prosperity, purpose, protection, possibility —
even when you feel like you don’t deserve to exist.
There is something wise and powerful, stirring inside you,
longing for your attention now.
It’s your freedom.
Your liberation.
Your growth.
My job is to talk directly to it.
To make it feel wanted, cherished, and resourced enough to make its way through and out.
Like any birthing process, alchemical or material, it doesn’t happen overnight.
But it does happen more quickly than you could ever imagine.
When you work with me, it takes about 12 months for the full cycle to complete —
though you start feeling the shift within the first second, minute, hour, day, week.
Like any growing being — what’s stirring inside you needs time, spaciousness, nourishment, closeness, and support to develop. It needs to trust it will be sustained, before it’s willing to make itself fully known.
When you choose me as your guide, that’s what we roll up our sleeves and tend to together.
If you found me — I know you’re ready to do this sacred work of welcoming your next iteration of freedom, liberation and growth.
I know you’re ready to resource yourself and your beloved community through chaos, catastrophe, and empire collapse.
I know you’re ready to make your unique contribution to the healing of the world.
If our paths have crossed, I wholeheartedly believe I have the wisdom, knowledge, and expertise to guide you through the most soul-churning, spiritually-activating season of your life.
We are in the midst of a collective initiation.
As a whole, we are being called to be present with all we’ve neglected, denied, and ignored.
And you’re feeling it personally.
Initiation is an event, and it is also a process.
It is a sudden knowing that comes to destabilize it all.
Your personal initiation may come in many forms — specific to your own journey, your unique circumstances, and the path of your soul.
But however it arrives, it brings big changes, big feelings, and big responsibility.
It has mass consequences — for you and for the world.
As Indigenous elders across cultures teach us,
you are not meant to go through initiation alone.
You are meant to have intimate, rigorous and loving support as you grow into your new skin.
You are meant to have clear guidance as you navigate new terrain.
You are meant to be accompanied as you realize your own potential and live into your most liberated life.
You know you’re in the midst of an initiation if you feel like you’re being completely rearranged on the inside.
Or you feel disconnected from certain aspects of your life that you once loved and thought you wanted more than anything.
No matter how hard you try to force it, nothing old works or fits.
You’ve been startled into awareness.
You feel life calling you in a direction you’ve never been called in before, and you want to answer —
but you’re scared.
You don’t always know how to trust your inner guidance — but you’re ready to give it a try.
Know that wherever and however you are-
I see you. I feel you. I’m with you.
I know you are entering a new era, doing your best to face the looming truth.
I know it sometimes feels too daunting to manage.
That you can’t always see the light at the end of the tunnel, which makes you feel discouraged —
like you have no idea what you’re working toward or if you’ll even make it there alive.
I’m not here to bypass how overwhelmed and heartbroken you sometimes feel — I’m here to validate it.
And I am here to show you the most easeful way through.
These are grim, yet strangely fertile times.
You need a type of support you haven’t been able to access yet.
A type of support that transcends all paradigms.
A type of support you didn’t even know exists.
You need help plunging beneath the surface, piercing the veil, and illuminating the holes in your most limiting stories.
You need someone who can help you channel your energy wisely.
You need someone who can anticipate your unspeakable needs.
You need someone who can reflect your brilliance, beauty, worth, and wisdom back to you.
You need momentum.
Honesty.
Encouragement.
Steady eyes that won’t look away.
You need affirmation.
Permission.
Space to unravel, process, dissect.
You need presence.
An attuned, living being.
Teachings offered up at the pace of your own becoming.
Advice that is uniquely relevant to you.
Guidance with options.
Real care.
You need a guide who knows these waters of transformation intimately.
You need me.
Welcome to Initiation.
I’m honored to be your guide.
I’m here to love you. I’m also here to help you extreme makeover your life. As your guide on this initiatory path, I bring an activating presence, nourishing aura, and knack for truth-telling that may is exactly what you need to cut through the noise of these chaotic times. I offer sharp yet supple wisdom that will calm your heart, soothe your soul, nourish your body, and free your mind.
I labor in the depths. Which means working with me requires a long-term commitment to your own process, and also — a willingness to go there. (You know where!!! The untouchable places, where you’re most afraid to change, to be witnessed, held, and seen).
Each year I devote myself to a handful of individuals, organizations, and businesses ready to embark on one of the most transformative experiences of their lives. I work with those who are ready to embody their full potential, embrace their power, and live inside their healing visions. Sound like you?
I offer long-term, immersive, highly-personalized intuitive coaching, counseling, and consulting to help you live your most liberated life.
Through weekly, 1-1, in depth sessions and in-between connective support, we create a magical blend of aliveness and togetherness and authentic, human connection, resulting in a once-in-a-lifetime client/practitioner dynamic that feels like ancient magic + modern medicine in your blood and bones.
Expect:
Full-Bodied, Real-Time Transformation
Resolving in One Session What You’ve Struggled With Your Entire Life
An Influx of Miracles, Arriving Rapidly, Persistently, and with More Ease
Shifts that Stick
Respite, Replenishment, Relief
Highly Personalized Guidance
24/7 Energetic Accompaniment
A Healing Blueprint for Tending to Your Specific Wounds
A Toolkit of Skills, Wisdoms, Rituals, and Practices That Can Be Easily Adapted to Support You Through Any Hardship, Setback, or Challenge for the Rest of Your Life
Peace, Prosperity, and Purpose as Constant States
Original Philosophies and Teachings, synthesized from my 10+ years of practice that you won’t find elsewhere
The Wealth and Health you most want to experience — emotionally, spiritually, physically, financially…and it grows exponentially with time
Because I work so intimately and only accept a handful of new clients at a time, my books fill quickly — reserve your spot in my 1-1, highly personalized 12 month healing incubator today.
You were called to me for one of these reasons:
✓ You are ready for quantum leaps in work, home, love, health, wealth, and business
✓ You are ready to create a life with more purpose, freedom, and fulfillment — even if it means making a little mess
✓ You are ready to level up on your spiritual path
✓ You are ready to nourish yourself in the ways you nourish the world
✓ You are ready to replace limiting beliefs with an anything-is-possible mindset, while still staying firmly rooted in reality (don’t worry, no spiritual bypassing here!)
✓ You are ready to alchemize failures, obstacles, suffering, and doubt into valuable lessons that serve generations
✓ You are ready to trust the inner knowing you’ve been ignoring
✓ You are ready to lead your organization, practice, or business on a soulful path that generates more abundance for you and for all
✓ You are ready to transform a legacy of guilt, shame, fear and violence into a legacy of community, healing, and repair
✓ You are ready to receive the eternal gift of ancestral wisdom, insight, and unconditional love
✓ You are ready to turn patterns that deplete you into a lifestyle that replenishes you
✓ You are ready to participate in an alternate economy of heartfelt, meaningful exchange
✓ You are ready to gain complete and total clarity about your power, your future, and your path
✓ You are ready to heal your relationship to power and make your unique contribution to our collective good
However you found me, know this: I’m grateful.
I hope you trust what’s gotten you this far.
Your spiritual journey is easier with me.
Our work together is fluid, emergent, and dynamic, held in a sturdy container that makes it feel safer to come more and more alive. When it comes to what we’ll heal, evolve, or transform together — there are no limits. But I can promise you this: